so we were about to leave the house this morning for her to drop me off at tennis when she looks at me and says “go put some make up on, you cant go out like that. your spots are soo obvious.”
i felt so close to turning to her and telling her to fuck off because it was none of her business whether i looked ‘pretty’ or not to play tennis because its sport, im going to look sweaty and horrible anyway- i dont need her making me feel more self conscious about it!!!
do you guys get paranoid? i constantly get worried that people hate me, or cant be bothered talking to me or get annoyed when im with them!
Also, if you want, send me asks on what caused it, I’m not asking for a story ( u may write one if you wish, but for those who don’t want to just put what caused it, whether its deadlines, homework, people in school, teachers, projects, tests, etc.) It’d mean alot
*edit*: Also, if you feel like you’re a disappointment/failure to your parents, or if you parents pressure you with school.